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Unpleasant Things
04:09
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Sometimes when I'm alone I think about it
And I feel the hair on my arm stand up
It's been chasing me since I was young
But I thought it would leave once old enough
But after all these years now I know
It will never give up
I remember it all so clear, when I first saw it
A sharp, toothy grin smilin' at me on the TV screen
I was scared, I was terrified, and it's followed me
Since then in the back of every dream
I can't help help it
It's part of who I am
To think about such unpleasant things
Gray and brown fur and terrible claws
All the better to tear me apart
Red and yellow eyes and horrible jaws
All the better to rip out my heart
Long sharp teeth in a smiling maw
To remind me of what's been said
And one day you're gonna catch me
I know because
You have always been inside my head
Inside my head
I can't help help it
It's part of who I am
To think about such unpleasant things
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2. |
Plenty of Sleep
03:07
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They said plenty of sleep helps to keep the mind intact
They said it should be real good to stop the panic attacks
But I don't know if I believe all that
But plenty of sleep sounds nice
Spend time with friends and maybe then I won't feel so low
All of us do our best but the progress just feels so slow
And I don't know what to think of that
But plenty of sleep sounds nice
And I don't know what to think of that
But plenty of sleep sounds nice
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Sometimes I think about my childhood
Well, maybe not me, but all of my friends
Privileged little shit heads, the lot of us
With any luck we’ll never cross paths again
There was Tim, his dad worked at the power plant
Tim’s head looked like a Mr. Potato
I would think to myself, if a meltdown occurred
I’m just glad I didn’t live next to Tim in Palo
Travis knew karate, or maybe taekwondo
All that shit’s the same when you’re in the Midwest
He was Asian and adopted with two loving white parents
But one thing stood out about him above all the rest
You see, me and Travis went to the same elementary school
Then we didn’t see each other until a few years after high
I was a looking for someone to buy me a 40 at the skatepark
When I see Travis and his friends walking by
I called out his name, hoping it was really him
When he saw me he smiled and said, “holy shit.”
We caught up for a while then he asked to see my board
And man, he was still just the coolest motherfucker
Because Asian Travis could kickflip
I had other friends that I was closer with
There was Heath, he moved away in second grade
My mom still talks about how I never smiled as much after that
When I learned that love alone can’t always make someone stay
There was Jeff and there was Connor, and their nudist little brother
I heard William grew up to be like six foot five
Jeff lost a bunch of weight, and I’m sure Will is doing fine
I don’t even care if Connor’s still alive
Peter lived in Palo, too, with like 50 of his siblings
His dad built radars for stealth bomber planes
It never seemed that odd when we were both little kids
But saying it out loud now feels kind of strange
There was Scott on the new side of the neighborhood
His dad didn’t let us practice dunks on their hoop
AJ was kind of a pervert but had a trampoline and a pool
And a Playstation, so he was still part of the group
White Travis was white trash, and he could totally kick your ass
He was from a rough family, and he was totally his father’s son
After high school his dad fucked another of my friends’ moms
And I was like, yeah that sounds like Travis, but not the cool one
Cause Asian Travis can kickflip.
There was Molly, there was Kelcy, both of them so unlucky
To be my first crushes, bit of a stretch to call them ‘friends’
Molly’s dad was a cop and Kelcy disappeared from the planet
I would die if I ever met either one of them again
I’d play baseball with Gabe cause he lived next door
His parents were religious, but they were pretty cool about it
They moved to Kansas or something but before they left
I found out they had spaceship part in the garage, no shit
Levi, well Levi I still talk to
He’s one the few from back then I keep in touch with anymore
He taught me how to play the opening riff to “Seek & Destroy”
Now we’re both older and even less cool than before
Lannie taught me how to steal liquor from Walmart
He showed me Fight Club, Fear and Loathing, and Nine Inch Nails
He joined the Air Force, then I heard he kinda went off the deep end
Like, the deep end that grows mushrooms and believes in chemtrails
I had lots of friends growing up, some better than the rest
I’m sure I’ve left some out, due to age or maybe all the alcohol
I know I’ll only remember less with time
But on my deathbed I know if I remember just one thing at all
It’s that Asian Travis can kickflip
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4. |
Cigarettes at 15
03:16
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All I ever wanted to do
Was sit outside and smoke those cigarettes with you
All I ever wanted to do
Was sit outside and smoke those nasty cigarettes with you
Smoke those nasty cigarettes
I am not dead just yet
Just sit outside and smoke those nasty cigarettes with you
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Comfortable
02:44
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You were never comfortable with the quiet
You were never comfortable at all
Do you remember when you said
"You will drown in your own pity
Before your regrets ever bring back the dead."
You were never comfortable with the quiet
You were never comfortable at all
I still hope
You're comfortable now
I hope you're comfortable now
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6. |
The One Lie
02:52
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You can tell me whatever you want
You can fill my head with lies
But the one lie I will never believe
Is "everything will be alright"
A friend said I shouldn't bit hands that feed
That I shouldn't act so spitefully
Well I told him I'd bite whatever hands I want
If I think they're killing me
You can tell me whatever you want
You can fill my head with lies
But the one lie I will never believe
Is "everything will be alright"
I swallowed the pills you put in my hand
On that New Year's Eve
Cause I just couldn't handle the sadness and pressure
That were crushing me
You can tell me whatever you want
You can fill my head with lies
But the one lie I will never believe
Is "everything will be alright"
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7. |
Unpleasant[er] Things
04:24
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Sometimes when I'm alone I think about it
And I feel the hair on my arm stand up
It's been chasing me since I was young
But I thought it would leave once old enough
But after all these years now I know
It will never give up
I remember it all so clear, when I first saw it
A sharp, toothy grin smilin' at me on the TV screen
I was scared, I was terrified, and it's followed me
Since then in the back of every dream
I can't help help it
It's part of who I am
To think about such unpleasant things
Gray and brown fur and terrible claws
All the better to tear me apart
Red and yellow eyes and horrible jaws
All the better to rip out my heart
Long sharp teeth in a smiling maw
To remind me of what's been said
And one day you're gonna catch me
I know because
You have always been inside my head
Inside my head
I can't help help it
It's part of who I am
To think about such unpleasant things
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Soothed by Monsters Wisconsin
Songwriter and noisemaker from Wisconsin. Okay at guitar, fond of the color pink, lucky enough to own a cello, and obsessed with guitar pedals. Owns a glockenspiel but seldom uses it.
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